"Dreaming out loud."

It’s summer time….the worst and best time of year. I already miss having my best friend around all the time.

Finding out three days before summer that your boyfriend is gonna be 9 hours away instead of 3 this summer….yeah that’s cool.

Hooray for the worst New Year’s Eve to date.

You’re annoying. One day you’ll realize what you did, and that’ll be a sad day for you.

I wish I was one of the lucky ones that got to spend all year with the one they loved, especially on holidays. Times like these really suck. I would love to spend Christmas with Matt or even New Years and it sucks that I have to see pictures of all these couples together during this time of year. I am thankful to have him during the school year but all the breaks suck, especially long ones. Oh well….I know distance only makes us a stronger couple, probably stronger than if we were to spend every single day together, like some do.It just sucks….ok rant over!! Happy holidays y’all :)

I just hate being treated like a child at that place. I am just as valuable of an employee as you are. Just because you’re older doesn’t mean you can be condescending to me. I am twenty years old and while I know sometimes I can be immature, you have to understand that I am still growing and learning in everything I do, just like you are. Think back to what you were like when you were my age…I’m sure you were just like me. It’s like you think you’re better than me because you’re older…not even close to true. So please stop treating me like this. That place frustrates me already and this doesn’t make it any better and makes my frustration more apparent to those I work with.

I wish I knew what sisterhood meant. Because the past two years have definitely not shown me it.

I want us back again.

I just wanna be the one you trust with everything, not just the things you choose to tell me. I know how blessed and privileged I am to know more about you than basically everyone besides your family but sometimes it just sucks knowing you know more about me than I know about you. I love you more than anything Matthew. I can’t imagine my life without you.